The Time Will​ Pass Anyway. 

It’s the people you don’t expect that deliver the gems that change the game.  I have a friend in Australia. Yes, I know it’s a big place, but I’m not sure exactly what part of Aussieland she lives in, the beauty of online friends (whom, incidentally, I am certain are just as good as “real... Continue Reading →

Day 1

Today is day 1. I am not calling yesterday day 1. Yesterday was day 0. Like ground zero, where the bomb hits.  I saw it coming a mile away, but you can’t know how hard it’s going to be until you’re in it, right? In my mind, I knew it was going to be hard,... Continue Reading →

What Didn’t Kill Me

I am writing this on my phone. Why? Because I am taking action and not procrastinating until conditions are perfect. My message for you today is twofold - 1. Scary shit helps you grow. 2. Perfectionism will fuck you up every single time. You guys, this year has been a roller coaster of scary, crazy,... Continue Reading →

When Shit goes Sideways

“I had to make you uncomfortable, or else you wouldn’t have moved. “ The Universe Ya, thanks for that.  I mean, I get that growth is a good thing. I know this so deeply that I have made a commitment to it in my life. Like, if I am going to be alive, I might... Continue Reading →

Face Down

I don’t feel like it. Not even a little bit.  My head is pounding, paradoxically feeling like it is shrinking like a prune while at the same time being pressed upon from the inside, attempting to hatch like an egg.  I can’t string together a coherent thought, and it has taken me six tries to... Continue Reading →

Back to Day One.

A couple of weeks have passed by, my laptop has sat disused on my desk, and my writing has been neglected.  If I’m honest with myself, I am feeling a bit guilty that the time has passed. What if the momentum I built has gone away? The blank page has sat here, neglected, for weeks.... Continue Reading →

On the Edge of Breakdown

Have you ever had that feeling in your belly that you are on the edge of a full blown emotional breakdown constantly? Apparently calm but inwardly a pressure has been building. Instincts whispering constantly to either hide or run. The effort it takes to maintain calm so completely demanding that bed seems the best place... Continue Reading →

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